For those who now do not want to read the entire text, I will probably "come back" end of the week, but there will be some changes. So I have eg all items with "too private" contents deleted and the post count, minimizing of 619 posts to 525 post. I went through several incidents in recent weeks decided just for me, the blog in its current form so no longer continue.
have in recent days, I considered how I should continue the blog, but I am honestly still come to no result. I also have considered briefly the blog very close like this, but to me he is too much at heart. For about 6 years I'm blogging now more or less regularly. First, even to "myblog ", where I opened the age of 14 my first personal blog. At that time I have a handful of readers wrote about my not very exciting life. began at 16, I am interested in graphics, they were booming at that time the whole graphic Pages and glare sites. supplied half a year I then my readers with young Gif-Anima tion -created avatars of me coded layouts, and it was from and to small Blend Challenges . At this time I was also co-administrator of the Hape Kerkeling Fanpage and support other bloggers with my graphics and HTML knowledge. was 2 years ago it back " back to the roots" because I wanted to blog about my life, and this blog was here. Who me even from the early days knows, knows that I have on my life at that time mainly blogged . Sure, there were out again and beauty or fashion Posts , but in gaaaaanz small degree, act as the blog about me and my life should be. In the early days when I only had a few regular readers, this was still okay. I told a lot of me, but most of it was trivial stuff. I can still remember how, from the house I was when I had my first 20 readers.
Beauty and Fashion have me interested though even at this time, but it stayed in the frame ... But over time, developed its own momentum, which I did not expect. I began more and more beauty and fashion blogs to read and read me more and more anfixen of products. In time, my little private blog more and more mainstream. Nevertheless, I have always tries to be authentic and draw my own thing to . wanted Besides cosmetics and clothing I also post stories from my life or things I thought about the and made me think.
is now the number of readers has increased but so that I must consider how much I want to reveal about me / can. also found people in my private life to my blog, something I never wanted. As I have noted in recent weeks, some bloggers have a similar problem, so you close your blog, move or password-protected to make. I can understand that, because I do not want that former classmates, colleagues or other people in my private environment to read certain things about me. I must say that I have in my private environment only gaaaaaaaanz few confidants, to whom I tell almost everything and the other dozens of friends and acquaintances know me a little about my thoughts, etc. My feelings and thoughts I have since always been shared with the people rather than with those from the WWW. Just because people judge the internet usually much more neutral and I just got on my "difficult phase" in the age of 15-16 years, hardly anyone wanted to talk with, who was standing near me. For me my blog was always my small world "in which I could write anonymously, which I wanted. In this little world but entered the last few months more and more people "accidentally". interfere If I know for example that person reads my blog XY, then it is not me so so much, I know what I can write and what not more. But when I remember that countless other people read my blog, may feel attracted by my Posts and form a (wrong) opinion, it bothers me very much. also haunting pictures of me on the internet around, perhaps my future Employer not want to see so much. So I've come to the conclusion on this blog to post anything to private . may be in the next few weeks, a separate blog with password protection.
general, but I do not know how I do with this blog on. It is really in it much love and time. I sat all night long on my comp, have given me trouble halfway appealing photos to make them nice to work and to also write "interesting" text. Some PR firms know this blog and my readership is also quite respectable. In a word, a Deletion is not an option for me. other hand, I have no idea which direction I want to go / become. Private, there will be almost impossible to read so here, but I would not be one of the many Bauty and fashion blogs. For a fashion blog, I'm just too ignorant when it comes to the latest trends. Whether H & M now has a new collection, or at Zara is now a bargain for me is not relevant. And one Fashion Week and other fashion events of interest to me to be honest also zero, the bean.
I'm looking for beauty but still very much but I find it constantly to try a product reviewer and boring in the long run. Also, I put make-up me in everyday life with my standard products and do not make "reckless" make-up experiments, so I can hardly show you painted of me looks. Furthermore, I am now at a point where I'm going shopping, "Stop! Off! Stop, "say. For closet bursting at the seams (of my shoe closet I do not even speak ...) and I think cosmetics would probably still get by my great-grandchildren. It gives me at the moment, no fun new things to buy, because I do not even descendants all the products I use. Although I buy both in clothing, make-up just as bad even with good products, but I still find it, they hardly used to have lying around. Since there is currently some bloggers shall pass, I think its because I understand. ;-) So let's look
, the direction in which everything is designed ...
the moment anyway, I will have less time for the online world. I was uncertain whether I could think of to fill a double page in a 2-week magazine with makeup, fashion, and practical tips. (As a magazine for "children" is I have not deliberately used the words "beauty" or "Fashion". ;-)) I'm not even sure if I'll do it, because I know that there is a lot of work be. Finding ideas, gather various product photos of tens of pages, time-consuming mail and telephone contact with PR people, then "having to create even the hand," perhaps, applying makeup and taking photos when there is no suitable photos and ultimately write more lyrics. Whatever the case, I should accept the offer, I will do the same as "Chamy" and not under my real name, so I do not want that here on the blog are still too private things. If namely someone googling for 'Chamy, "I would not want them to find any personal stories about me on the internet ... I hope you can
my Decision understand so half-way ...
end of the week I will report back with a little raffle and then hopefully soon come to a "regulated Blogger rhythm."
;-) Take care and see you soon!